Hospitalized Thanks to my UC.

During my sister’s traditional Lao wedding and her actual wedding, I was in so much pain. I have no idea how I got through those two days, but I did. On Monday, I decided to go into Kaiser to finally get this flare under control.

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Anuhea – Looking for Love

I heard this song a while back and I really liked it, but I forgot to bookmark it or save it. Then I was watching Bretman Rock’s SnapChat while he was debuting his new highlighting palette with Morphe (Babe in Paradise) and he had the song playing in the background. So I did the most and bought it on iTunes and added it to my playlist on Spotify. There’s something about this song that makes me feel good, and happy, and so in love. Maybe it’s just Anuhea’s voice. Either way, it’s a banger. Continue reading Anuhea – Looking for Love



Just in a matter of days, we lost her. Those 4 days were the longest and hardest days of my life. One day she was her perky senile self. And then things turned for the worst.

Wednesday the 13th seemed like any other day. I got off work and I went home and picked up Pookie so we could run some errands together. We drove to my Aunt’s house to pick up the mail and she was standing up on her chair barking at anything through the Continue reading “12.17.17”


“This is the one of the most frustrating things about having an anxiety disorder; knowing as you’re freaking out that there’s no reason to be freaked out, but lacking the ability to shut the emotion down.” There are good days. There are great days. There are days where I am my worst enemy. Last night as I was tossing and turning in bed over analyzing everything, I started to think “WHY DO I KEEP DOING THIS TO MYSELF?” Here I am, finally happy. Finally going the right direction in life, yet my anxiety is going overtime trying to find that … Continue reading Anxiety.